Love is..

Love is when he looks at me.
Love is when he kisses me in front of everybody.
Love is when he holds my hand when we go out together and never let it go.

Love is when he is proud of me and often tells his friends about that.
Love is when says I'm the only girl he'll love all throughout his life.
Love is when he cherish the moments we are together.

I cannot defy this guy.
He's probably the best guy I'll ever have in my entire life.
I'll never let him go.

I'm lucky to have you.
I'm happy that you're my guy.
You are sent from heaven.

Love is Gabriel B. Delos Reyes ♥

You're the best I will ever have.. :)

He's the type of guy every girl would wish for.
I wasn't even sure how I captivated this guy.
All I know is, I prayed for him.
I did.

Everynight before going to bed, I prayed that someday, He will give me a guy not the same among the rest.
I fervently prayed for a guy who will treat me well, who will love me for who I am, and everything goes.
I've never seen any signs about that guy.

Until one day, he didn't come.
He confessed.

I was baffled and dumbfounded and stupefied to what he said to me that day.
He fell hard in love with me when he was 15 and I was 14 then.
We were both still sophomores.

I know I've been redundant, a lot of times. Hell yeah :)
But I don't know. I'm just so proud of this guy.
He's probably the best guy I will ever have in my entire life.

You see, the way treats me, the way he acts around other people if I'm with him, the way he pinches my nose when I'm in a cranky mood, the way he makes me laugh..

Gab, you're making me fall damn hard for you each and everyday :)

I'm crazy! Way too crazy for this guy!
And I love him.. I'll always love him..

No matter what happens, I'll do what it takes just to keep this guy in my life forever.. ♥

The closer I get to you..

The way you hold my hand makes my heart beat faster and slower at the same time.
You give me an undescribable feeling in my stomach.
You give me butterflies.

It's absurd how I still feel this way.
We've been together for 3 months.
And we've known each other for almost 3 years.

My heart flutters whenever you try to sweet talk.
My knees become weak when you kiss even if everybody is around.
I become taciturn when you boast about having me as you girlfriend.

I want to stay like this with you until the end.
I can't bear another pain on losing you again.
If living without you is in my life story,
I'd rather be dead than to live without the guy I want to spend the rest of my life with.

Be the rain I want to get drenched with.
Be the song my heart sings.
Be the Edward Cullen Bella Swan wants to live with forever.

Be the Gabriel I always wanted. ♥

So he's the guy.. :)

Before he came, I've been through a lot of things that weren't so good.
I've had past relationships that made me realized today that I was such in a hurry.
Everything was just my plan.
I didn't wait for the right time, the right guy.
I was in a hurry.

I remember the times when I was in pain.
He's always there to comfort me without even telling him I need someone that much.
He would just come along and wipe my tears away.

Things became touchy that I had treated him my big bro.
He was concerned about my welfare, my health, everything.
To make the long story short,
He was concerned about me.

Things have gotten so much between us that people misinterpret the bonds that we share.
We've been so close people thought we're a couple.
Well, almost.

It was in the mid of July when he slowly opened my door.
He tactfully told me that he's in love with me for over 2 years and wasn't able to tell me.
I was in awe. I was dumbfounded.

During our Intramurals Week,
I remember one time I cried because someone mistreated me in text message.
He was playing basketball that time.
I can remember, crystal clear, when he saw me cry, his aura in the game became not-so-good.
During one of his free throws, he looked and me and shook his head.
As if telling me to stop crying.

After the game, he went onto me and told me.

I have the chance to lose that game if you didn't stop crying.

I was like OMG.
This is love.

In September 5, I committed myself to him.
He's the guy.
The guy I've prayed for for ages.

Thank God I found you.

I love you, up to the last drop of my blood.

Gabriel Delos Reyes [ 9 | 5 | 'o8 ]

Him. ♥

I feel a tsunami of emotions crashing down within me tonight.
I wanted to share and pour it all out through this blog.
And as usal, it's about him, nothing else.
Just him. ♥

It's been a while since we've been together.
We started out as complete strangers.
I never thought we'd end up together.

Not even the greatest pyschologist could tell how or why my fervor for you is this deep.
I've had some "other" before.
But when it comes to you, I can't turn you down.

When something happens to you,
my mom would even wonder why my eyes become watery.
Worried. I'm very worried.
No one makes me feel that kind of "worry" but only you.

You were more than just a friend to me before.
You've been my mentor, my kuya, my bestfriend..
My secret lover.

When there were times that I was in pain,
you never left my side.
You've always been there, always.
You made me fall for that.

You are and will be the guy I'll cherish my life with until my last breath fades.
My second wish has been granted, and fortunately I still have one wish left.
That wish would probably be to live my life with you.
A life profusely blessed by God.

You're too much to be described.
Too much that I'm losing the words to describe how grateful and blessed I am to have someone like you.
You deserve to be labeled my everything.

Don't provoke me when I say that.
Because you are.
And don't worry about the love that I'm showing you.
Because I still spare some for myself.
And I love myself because I am loved back by you.

You'll always be the one.
And I hope it'll be you, until my last breath fades.

By your side..

Since then, I've always been here, here by your side.
I never left.
Though, I just can't show it to everyone because we were just friends before.
Yet I never left.
We have the perfect symbiotic relationship.
You'll be there if I need you.
I'll be there if you need me.
That's where it all started.

One step at a time..

I never imagined destiny will bring us together.
I couldn't even imagine I have the greatest guy on earth.
Yes, you're the greatest, grandest guy I will ever have.
And will always be..

You make me laugh whenever you talk about having kids with me at the right time,
Live with me as your wife at the right age,
And get old with me.
But those plans are drawing us closer and closer together.
Those are just plans.. yes they are..
But come to think of it.. If you have faith..
Nothing will ever be imposible.

I'll always be here for you.

I love it when you tell me you want me to be there if you have a basketball game.
I love the way you smile at me even in the middle of the crankiest game.
I love the way you show me that I'm your inspiration on your games.
I love the fact that I am the reason why you do these things.

You are mine, and I mean forever.

Don't ever change.
Be the same Gabriel I'm falling in love with.
Please stay, don't let go.
Be there when I need you.

I love you always, Gabriel. ♥

Thanks for coming.. I love you.

I'm so happy that you've been a part of me, a part of us. I just couldn't imagine how my mom could treat you like that. You're like her son. Or should I say you're almost called son-in-law..
Hehe.. Just kidding..

I realized how lucky am I to have someone like you in my life. The way you love me, treat me, my family, my friends, everything and everyone that I value, you also value them. You cherish every moment we are together even if the day is just typical, you do something to make it extraordinary.

You are so special to me even when we weren't together yet. There's this something I can't tell that makes my heart melt if I see you. I'd call you kuya and hug you as if you really are mine. That wasn't a big deal to me before but that was something to you. You never said it.

You kept what you felt for almost 2 years. Thinking you could suppress it. But as time flies, you can't withhold it any longer and thank God, you finally came to my life.

Monthsary. 2 months, 3 years. Feels like I'm still waiting for more. Monthsaries? Nah. Is that all? I can't even wait for our anniversary! :)

I wanted to let the whole world know how much you mean to me. I want to tell them that I love you this much. I want them all to know that you've always been the guy I prayed and wished for from the first place. I wanted them to know that I waited for you for 16 years of my life.

Thank God I finally found you. I love you. Always, my Gabriel. ♥

A letter from the heart.

I always wanted to say something to you that would probably touch your heart.

I always wanted to show you something that would make you think I'm the right one for you.

But how?

All I could do is simply say I love you and mean it.

All I could do is to comfort and be with you all the time.

There's nothing much I could do to let the whole world know how much I adore you.

The simplest way I could do is to put my arms around your hand and never let it go.

I love you so much that it hurts sometimes.

This could've been the sweetest pain I could ever experience with you,

And always will I cherish every moment I spend with you because I know..

You're the one for me.

ilovemyGabriel<3

Feels like it's more than just like it..

"Happy 1st Monthsary! :)"

First Monthsary..

I feel funny tonight.
Whether I like it or not..
Our first month together is more like years to me..

Thank God I found you!

Uh-huh..
That'd be the deepest words I could ever say..

"All of my life..
I've waited for someone like you..
I feel it when I look at you..
In your eyes I see the truth..
I've spent day and day just loving you..
And when you're away I'm missing you.."
~Natalie

I love you. I love you. I love you.

o9|o5|o8 ♥

He had my heart after all.. ♥

T'was 2 years ago when I met him..
He was the "kuya" of the clan..
I didn't know him then..
He was still a transferee..
We've been close since third year high..
I was a crybaby before..
He was always there to comfort me..
Our friendship grew more and more..

It was in the month of July when he confessed..

"I love you, I'm sorry I was scared to tell you before because I'm afraid you'll avoid me."

I wanted to cry..
Hearing him tell me that made me fall for him..
He's the only guy who knocked me off my feet like this..
He finally came..
The guy I've been waiting for..
He was just around..
And yet I kept on searching for another..
Thank God I found you.

I love you. My Gabriel ♥