Him. ♥

I feel a tsunami of emotions crashing down within me tonight.
I wanted to share and pour it all out through this blog.
And as usal, it's about him, nothing else.
Just him. ♥

It's been a while since we've been together.
We started out as complete strangers.
I never thought we'd end up together.

Not even the greatest pyschologist could tell how or why my fervor for you is this deep.
I've had some "other" before.
But when it comes to you, I can't turn you down.

When something happens to you,
my mom would even wonder why my eyes become watery.
Worried. I'm very worried.
No one makes me feel that kind of "worry" but only you.

You were more than just a friend to me before.
You've been my mentor, my kuya, my bestfriend..
My secret lover.

When there were times that I was in pain,
you never left my side.
You've always been there, always.
You made me fall for that.

You are and will be the guy I'll cherish my life with until my last breath fades.
My second wish has been granted, and fortunately I still have one wish left.
That wish would probably be to live my life with you.
A life profusely blessed by God.

You're too much to be described.
Too much that I'm losing the words to describe how grateful and blessed I am to have someone like you.
You deserve to be labeled my everything.

Don't provoke me when I say that.
Because you are.
And don't worry about the love that I'm showing you.
Because I still spare some for myself.
And I love myself because I am loved back by you.

You'll always be the one.
And I hope it'll be you, until my last breath fades.